Wow!! 4 years!! 4 years writing my own stuff and not having to answer to anyone. 4 years of doing things as I like. 4 years to not having my stuff edited (which didn’t need editing in the first place). 4 wonderful years!!!
The majority of you might not understand how that would be a big deal for me, but some of you who knew me longer than that, will. And what a feeling it is too. 🙂
You know that in baseball there’s 3 strikes and then you’re out? Well same concept for me to have my eyes opened and free myself to write what I want, when I want, how I want it.
For that I need to thank SH for figuratively taking me aside and helping me take that initial step. For that support alone, there’s no words I could say that I haven’t already told her to thank her enough.
Anyway, I’m not going to dwell on the past, that’s just what the haters love. So I’m not going to give them an ounce of thought. And in retrospect, I don’t. But it does sadden me when I find out that these same haters spread lies about me to make themselves look good in everyone’s eyes. Instead of these people actually chatting with me, to get to know who I really am, they take the side of the others.
It used to bug me, but I figure, if strangers are going to take the word of someone they’ve never met, then I really don’t need them.
Some of you might be asking, “What is she talking about?” And for that I’m sorry for writing a post that’s very cryptic. For others you’re probably asking, “why are you writing on shit from the past?” I guess the only answer to that is that deep down it still bothers me how someone could call me a friend, then turn around and be so nasty and spread crap around about me to others.
I guess it’s just one of those life moments where I have to say f*ch’em (as a friend, PW, had said to me) and move on.
And move on I have. I’ve written a book (which seems like ages ago, lol) and working on 2 more. Something else that must piss them off about, LOL.
Sorry,, “shake it off Karen.”
Anyway, today, as this is my 4th year anniversary with this blog, I’m definitely going to turn over a brand new leaf and not let the little people bother me so much. I will be focusing on those who actually support everything I’ve accomplished and ignore the haters.
So on that note, I’m going to head off,,, find some cookies and enjoy what I have.
Until next time.